You know that feeling when things finally fall into place? After you have worked so hard for something, cried daily, put all your time and energy into it, and then snap all your hard work has paid off. That is how I feel this morning. This has all been so new to me. Different doctors, situations, and results. I am so grateful to all of those who have helped me through, gave me advice or just listened when I needed to rant. I am especially grateful to my Father in Heaven for recognizing ours needs at this time and giving me such a feeling of calm yesterday. It has been an uphill road, but I can finally start to see the end destination.
Easton is truly a gift. He is my sidekick. I know he was sent to me for a reason. To teach me patience, love, understanding and much more. Because of him, I feel like I have also mastered the "mothers instinct". I have followed it when people have thought I was crazy and when very few were on my side. He loves to love, and is very smart. It breaks my heart when he struggles, but I know that this new path is going to be great for him and I am so grateful he is able to go.
2 comments:
It's so nice when all your hard work ends positively! Easton is truly a gift, as are your other boys. Everyone has their battles and it's so comforting to know there are friends and family who will help when the going gets tough and not give up on you! God bless you for your efforts!
I'm glad things are going better for you and I have always thought you had the "mother's instinct". I am worried about what's going on. If you feel comfortable sharing, will you let me know? Also, I know it's been a while, but you can call me anytime to vent!
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